THE DAY HAS COME!

I wish everything was just a nightmare. I wish you could stay and I were to leave. Snap back to reality, it's not a dream, it's for real! It's bby's last day of work. I am so upset. I will definitely miss his presence at work. Screw that bastard for ruining his life! I abhor him! Anyway, I had a blastful photo shoot session with The Falconers today. Everyone was so agitated and they were having lots of fun! I can see sorrows through bby's eyes. But he still smile and laugh despite the hardship he's having now. He's a strong person. Now, whenever I'm assign to do show, I won't be seeing him. This is pretty hard for me. I no longer have the mood to work anymore. I have no motivation. Wake up in the morning without anything to look forward to at work. Crap! I know I'm being silly. I have to acclimatize with the new conditions now. I just want to find a new job so do bby. Anyway, more pictures uploaded at FaceBook. Check them out!

I'M A BUSY WOMAN!

I am preoccupied nowadays. There's so many things going on in my mind. I have lots of important mission I need to accomplish. I have plans I need to get it done and over with. I have to say that I've been missing a lot in life with my dear friends. Abruptly, I miss the good old times when I was so much younger. I'm all grown up now. There's a lot of responsibilities I need to take care of. And there's a big news I wish I could say it out here but it's not the right time yet. One fine day, I will. Not many of you might know it so I'll hush hush for the time being. In the meantime, I have so many errands I need to do. Appointments here and there. Bby is busy with his course while I have to work my ass off. Oh! Exactly 15 more days to blast off!!!!! So excited like OMG faster lah!!

STUPID MORON!

Like finally after 6 gruelling days of madness, I'm finally OFF-duty. I am so tired for the past few days. So much pressure from Raj kills me mentally and physically! I abhor him to the extreme! Oh shit, I forgot. It's my off day right? However, I received a call from that bastard, saying that I might need to come down JBP to settle some problems!!! NBCB! TANG INA MO!!! I want and need to rest for goodness sake!!! After today, I still have 3 days to work and one day off again. MORON BASTARD!

GREAT NIGHT!

Bby won 2 free Golden Village movie tickets at work just now. So he decided to catch a movie at night with me. Initial plan was to catch Valentine Day. However we have zero idea what the movie is about so the next plan was Percy Jackson & The Lightning Thief! Well, I ranked it 3 of 5 popcorns! Not bad. The main actor is pretty good looking I must say. Loved every moment we spent together!! Mahal Kita Fazriq!

KONG XI FA CAI!!

Celebrated CNY after work with my colleagues was awesome!!! We played UNO and I won lar abe?!?!?! What can I say, they rocks!! I love them all for the joy and laughters they showered me!

HAPPY DAYS ARE HERE AGAIN!

14th February like every year, my family celebrates Mom's birthday!!!! We dined in Fig & Olive for dinner. Since it's Valentine Day too, my dear boyfriend literally surprised me with a bouquet of purple rose and it comes with a ring too! I was utterly speechless and definitely delighted! I did'nt expect it! Fet and mom received a stalk of red rose each. How sweet of you bby... And lastly, he surprised, not only my mother, but all of us with a birthday cake! We could'nt thank him enough! I love you so much bby. Always remember that.

As for today, marks our 5th monthsary together! How time flies. From strangers, to close friends, and now, we're blissfully attached. It's been a roller coaster ride for us but thank God, we're still standing strong together! Through thick and thin, I'll stick with you bby. Another surprise gift from him at work just now. A new wallet!!!!! I truly like it so very much! I like the butterfly thingy the most! Not to forget it's in PURPLE!! Yeeeehakkk!! And I was told that he has one more, last gift for me.. I wonder what it is... Geeee bby, I could'nt ask for more, I'm just feeling on top of the world. I too have some gifts for him, sooooooonnn...

MAHAL KITA TALAGA BBY! HINDING HINDI KITA IIWAN!!!!
* I really love you bby! I won't ever leave you! *

STAND BY ME!

I had a really horrible, extremely terrible and definitely dreadful day at work! Firstly, I have zero mood to work anymore, my dear boyfriend is off-duty, Raj is getting on my last nerves. Lastly, there's this particular Indian guest who is asking for a mega flying kick from me. Moron or what you evil whore!!!! And to you Raj, may you rot in the hottest corner of hell for making my life miserable. Gosh! I am definitely frustrated today till I almost burst into tears, seriously. Let's skip the negative part and proceed to the bright side of life.

My dear boyfriend bought for me Carls Junior and came all the way to JBP to have lunch together. Eventhough it was merely 30 minutes of lunch together, it meant a lot! Thanks my love. Oh well, afterwhich, he went back home while I continued with my duties. Towards the end of the day, I was exceedingly pissed off! I'll yada yada that part and moving on... Bby waited for me at Boon Lay interchange and surprised me with a rose. It's not a real rose, but it was really thoughtful of him. He knows I had a rough day so he bought that to cheer me up. Indeed I was contented and felt much better being around his arms... I love you so much Fred. Thanks for standing by me through hard times and I'll promise to you I'll stand by you, forever!!!

IT WAS A BLAST!

Work was a major bummer at first. That idiotic manager of mine kept demanding me to do all sort errands, one after another. I was pathetically exhausted ok! I almost blow up at one point of time, seriously! Of all people, it's ALWAYS me who needs to do this, that. He thinks I'm his belardy gofer or what? My ass lar! Sorry for the vulgarities. I just happened to recall back the sh*ts I was having early this morning. Anyway, manager and myself is not in talking terms ever since last Saturday. I'm not being the usual me nowadays. I bet, the entire park should know why. Well, let's not brag about it and move on. Manager tried to dig in to my personal life problems but I kept avoiding him as I was totally pissed off to the extreme! Mind your own business and reflect you own self before meddling with my personal life!

Anyway, on the bright side, I thank all those people whom literally enlightened my day! It was a hilarious day I must say. Whenever manager is not around, our insanity will just automatically arise and we will be jumping everywhere, dancing, singing, playing games, talk crap about anything, bitch talked, and etc. Awesome! I kept on laughing and giggling non-stop hits. But when that idiot appeared from nowhere, we will all shut our craps out and pretend that we're actually 'working' so very hard!! LOL! We called our self, ACTORS AND ACTRESSES!!! What the crap?! We could win oscar awards you know.. hahaha! Meraps already... The fun didn't end there. We had dinner at KFC after work. Can't stop sharing our stories like there's no tomorrow. Anyway, I really love my working colleagues so very much! They always cheered me up whenever I'm not in my very best mood.

After dinner, bby never fails to fetch me. We proceeded to our favourite spot and had a short talk. And home sweet home. He's super tired.. I bet he's soundly asleep now.. Love you bby!! I'm off duty tomorrow, so does bby! Another quality time perhaps?

THIS IS LIFE!

Baby and myself is going through a series of life-changing issues. For a moment, you'll be enjoying all the great days of your life, the next thing you knew, you're suffering so bad. This is a challenge from God for both of us to overcome it. I know bby is really stress of all the pressure he's having. The agony is REALLY excruciating. If there's a will, there's always a way! I still smile despite all the shits I'm going through. Because there's a man, who will always be there for me. He makes me feel happy even when I'm feeling crappy. And that man name is Muhammad Miko Fazriq a.k.a Frederick Ferrer! And I'll always give him my support no matter what happens!

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HAPPY 20TH MAMAT!!

It was a very last minute preparation. But it was successful! Thanks to those who've helped and those who managed to celebrate it with lots of joy! Once again, HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY MAMAT!! Hope you enjoyed yourself. I miss hanging out with the bunch. Indeed I enjoyed myself with everyone last night! Gerek! I will miss you all for sure. Till then, hope I'll be able to hang out with you all in days to come.