IT'S ALL WORTH EATING.

I'm feeling all better now. Medications do help you know but having to continuously taking meds, is really annoying to me. I'm no longer feeling heavy and weak. However, the cough is still there! Glad that I'm back and able to work. Its been 2 weeks I'm stuck and rot at home. Super boredom I tell you. Now it's time to enjoy! GSS is here but a fat lot I can go shopping. I need to save for certain occasions. Hush Hush! I want to meet my dearest gfs and guyfriends please... aku rindu kawan kawan aku sia! Random, AGNES MONICA IS HOT HOT HEAT!

ILL!

I haven’t felt well myself recently. And it is most displeasing to me!! I have been perfectly entitled to be bloody knackered. I felt generally “heavy” – my nose has been running like a stuck tap and I’ve got a nasty chesty cough. My feet is infected with whatever acid. At the same time, I know damned well that if I don’t rest and take it easy, that I’ll be ill for longer and that will be even worse! I feel like a fly trapped inside a tiny box – all buzz buzz buzz with nowhere to go. I HATE BEING ILL.

Last Thursday, bby accompanied me to consult the doctor. We spend almost 4 hours there. I was belardy sleepy, tired and sick. I have to go through urine test, blood test and X-ray. Afterwhich, we have to wait wait wait. I have an appointement next Monday. Gosh! Why it has to be this way and at the wrong time. I have to quit my temporary job because of my health condition. And that sucks big time!

So many medications. I hate it. I'm feeling horribly cold. Sore throat is killing me. I can't walk properly. I can't eat well. I can't even meet my friends. Damn shit. Anyway, I'm really thankful to my beloved fiance. He's been taking care of me well. He fed me medications. He cooked for me. He's always by my side when I'm feeling very weak. He put cold wet towel on my forehead. Sometimes I felt irritated when I'm forced to eat but he still insist that I must eat! hehe. I'm stubborn. I felt better today but I'm not fully recover. I still have to rest more.

I gave Noreen's 21st party a pass. I badly want to attend the party last night but my health condition does not allow me to go. I was shivering like mad. My body feels so weak. Sorry bebeh. I hope you like the gift Fred and me bought for u. =) I hope I'm fully recover by next Tuesday. I love you bby Miko!!

THE RETURN OF MIKO!

Situations is getting better eversince he's back. I'm definitely elated to the core. Well there's still certain issues I've yet to settle. Family dinner at Sakura last night to celebrate the return of my beloved baby was special. I can't explain how tread on air I am right now! Happy days are here again! Woots woots!

SATISFIED!

I did'nt come home for 2 nights. I was away to spend the quality times with Fazriq. Yes! He's back and he's bold! He gave me a surprise gifts from Philippines! I truly love all the gifts! I hope he won't leave me here alone, again. I can't help it if we're so far apart. Above all, I love Fazriq terribly much! Ikaw ang lahat sa akin! ♥

TOMORROW

Tomorrow is the day I'm always looking forward to. I'm extremely excited! After 25 days of separation, we will reunite once again! Oh Mamma Mia, here I go again!!!

HOPELESS!

I wish you're here with me now. I'm feeling extremely sad and frustrated. I need your warmth hug! Only you knows how to put a smile to my face when I'm feeling down. Everything seems unfair. I feel hopeless! I just want this agony to end. I miss your laughters, smiles, everything! I'm on the rocks. I'm stupid. It hurts when she said that! She thinks I'm a toy? What kind of mother would say such a thing to her childrens? Sad much! =(

IT'S ALREADY MAY?!

It will be a busy year for me. I'm responsible for two missions for this year. I can't disclose it, yet. I will let you know when the time come. As for now, I'll be a busy girl. I'll try to find time to update and of coz, for my dear friends. Well hopefully. My dear Fazriq will be home, very soon. Pretty excited I shall say. I'll be waiting at the arrival hall, definitely! ♥